The Imposter Within
TW: This post contains topics that readers may find heavy to digest. I sell my art as merchandise through my shop, which I call Zia's Heart. The reason for that being the name is that I wanted to give the message to my family and friends that this is what my heart desires. Zia wishes to write and draw to their heart's content... With that said, first of all, finals are rolling in for the 1st semester of my 2nd year as a medical student. To be honest, I'm not doing as good as others might expect me to be. I have been faced with failure after failure every exam I take, and the desire to do better paralyzes me. I end up not being able to do what needs to be done. Just thinking about the drastic measures I must take so I can catch up leads me into depressive episodes. I knew from observation that medical school is hard, but living in it is harder... and having bipolar II while doing so makes it much more difficult. However, as much as I would want to escape, I am bound here an...